Thought Distillery

Lacking in any kind of thought that wouldn't be an indirect message to someone who may read this, my mind brews with things i want to say but there are people who may not want to hear it. But saying this without saying it i know not weather how they would react.

The things i want to say involve

1. Regret
2. Paranoia
3. Fear
4. And a Picnic 

It seems the more I try to connect with the world
I am feeling more alone than I ever have felt before
I wanna pick up the phone, ask my dad how to handle it
But what will happen cause my dad’s not there to answer it?