Nothing Gained Nothing Ventured

It's been a while since the spark died,

I've been a lot more lost than awake,
Do i dream for the sake of myself?
Or slowly suffer to the hands of fate?

Passions that never should have happened,

In hindsight things his mind could not fathom,
Tears so deep, he can't fill that chasm,

So blame it on chemical chain reactions.

Concepts that are non responsive,
Deciphering this psyche is a lot to process,
Insulated by the ignorant and thoughtless,
Then bricked behind a wall of subtle nuances.

Hell birthed a babe that should not exist,
Monochrome madness disguised as a gift,
Heavens forbid this impossible kid,
Everything he touches crumbles to bits.

Cant push a boy already on the ground,

He's a hangman prince with a noose for a crown,
Stood at the ledge, neck crooked looking down,
Sea shows the clown who reminds him to drown,
How'd you get lost in the crowd?

When the crowds in your room, you invited them here,
How'd you speculate on the cost?
When the cost its the same as your previous peers,
How'd you get lost on the way?
When the ways on the map and the routes pretty clear,
How'd you pick up on the mood?
When the moods change faster than these 24 years.



Im 24 in like 5 days sue me.